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As my life almost ended ...

Mon Oct 19, 2009, 11:31 AM
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I met him when I was thirteen years old, he was eighteen.
for five years, he was nothing more than a pipe dream.
Today I am twenty one years old and he twenty-six. I could not foresee that a day so something could happen to me. I thought the novels were wrong, and that loved ones for years in deep silence might also love us.
I was wrong. He proved that.
And today I believe in love.


I was alone, being with the wrong guy, before you start dating the Rômulo, the boy in this photograph.
I dated a jerk named Bruno, an aggressive and stupid guy who yelled at me and scared me a lot.
I know it seems hard to understand because there are girls who date this type of man.
My problem was that I was afraid of him, afraid that if I depart, he can hurt me.
The days passed and I lost aa will to live. I could not talk to people, could not leave the house ...
I went into depression and had more psychological problems.
The doctors began to prescribe me medicine ...
and my life seemed a path through a dark tunnel and without end.
One day ...
I found the Rômulo, a boy who lived in my mind since I was thirteen.
more like a dream ...
but was not.
Romulo, as a hero of fictional stories took me away from Bruno, the villain. Protected me and guided me into the light of a new day.
in December, we will complete three years of dating. Three years in which I am happy.
I do not know if I deserve such happiness.
In the three years I dated Bruno, I was a shadow. Pale, timid and scared. I have not forgotten things, unfortunately. But I know that one day, all those bad memories go away, if it never really happened.
No more nightmares.
I still get scared when someone moves suddenly, but believe me ... I'm happy.

  • Mood: Spring Fever
  • Listening to: New Age and Rock and country
  • Reading: Stephen King
  • Watching: Discovery Channel// Animal Planet//horror movies
  • Playing: Ragnarok Online?? Okami
  • Eating: lasanha de microondas/ Nhoc/ batata frita
  • Drinking: Coca cola/suco de laranja

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Brazil
  • Interests: art, friends
  • Favourite movie: Mononoke Hime
  • Favourite genre of music: New Age, rock, j music, country
  • Favourite artist: Jack Chan
  • Favourite poet or writer: Stephen King, Robin Cook, Patrick Suskind, Edgar Alan Poe, Michelle Paver
  • Favourite photographer: My boyfriend and me
  • Favourite style of art: to draw with a pencil
  • Wallpaper of choice: animals, animes
  • Favourite game: Ragnarok Online
  • Favourite gaming platform: jogo-da-velha (!?)
  • Favourite cartoon character: Inuyasha, Ginji
  • Personal Quote: I se sentir na face uma leve brisa,vou meu amigo vento q te levou um bjinho de boa noite
  • Tools of the Trade: pencil, paper

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:iconvampirneko:
Thanx for the favees~!! :tighthug:

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:iconnathynice:
your welcome

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"I am extremely spoiled, stubborn, and jealous. But I know a boy who likes that. Lucky."
:iconmiki-:
Thanks for the :+fav: on my Wolf's Rain - Kiba & Cheza! :D
:iconnathynice:
your welcome friend!

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"I am extremely spoiled, stubborn, and jealous. But I know a boy who likes that. Lucky."
:iconmiki-:
:aww: Thanks for the :+fav: on my Blue and the watch! :boogie:
:iconnathynice:
your welcome, honey!

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"I am extremely spoiled, stubborn, and jealous. But I know a boy who likes that. Lucky."
:iconelmuo2:
Hello beautiful, thank you very much for the dev watch :D
:iconnathynice:
xD :hug:

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"I am extremely spoiled, stubborn, and jealous. But I know a boy who likes that. Lucky."

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